R.I.P BOBO

Today its lyke a tragic nightmare. i woke up early dis morning to send si gemok to skool. on da way to skool si gemok saw a dead cat lying at da center of da road. i was mamai at da moment so i was lyke, "naaahh its just a trash" and head to skool without hesitate bcos he's kinda late already.after dropping si gemok, i make my own way back home passing thru da same road and with a glance i cuffly made an emergency break. i was lyke OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! only god knows how many times i repeated it. i act lyke a possessed women. i tink somene honk me from back n hell yeah im blocking their way without notice. its a busy road 19/4A. with shakky hands, panic, shocked, confused i drove home. i stay in the car without making any sound for almost 5 minutes. at da moment i felt lyke my whole body has stopped functioning. i just dont know wut to do, im confused.


With heartless feelings at da moment i start brainstorming, wut to do wut to do.then only i masuk rumah, call my mom, she's in airport still boarding. my first sentence "bobo dah mati" without any intonation. my mom was lyke "haaah??" and then i just lyke spit out everything without a dot. "i nampak td kat 4A die kena langgar kepala die byk darah bdn die xde pape nmpk dr dm keta je xbole parking byk keta kat blkg die da mati i xtau.." my mom asked me to calmed down and bawak bobo blk umah tanam die. i took towel and bring bik amah along as i cant park the car at da busy road. afta we arrived home then only i opened da towel and see its face from near. bobo died in a very tragic way, i can see from its face. matanya terbuka, lidahnya terjulur keluar dan hampir putus digigit diri sendiri, menahan kesakitan mungkin dan lehernya berlumuran darah. tualanya penuh dgn darah begitu juga di tempat kejadian. today itself me lalu dkt jln tu almost more than 10 times. anta sigemok pegi blk skola, pegi blk umah fizul, pegi blk tusyen. and each time lalu, darah yg tertinggal disitu masih jelas kelihatan.sakit hati sangat, tgk kucing yg kita jaga selama ni mati pecah kpala. perasaanya ketika itu its like whoever the reckless driver are, he did not just crasshed a cat, he crushed my brittle heart into pieces at da same time. thanks to you, idiot.


Dear bobo, wherever u're rite now
remember i will always love you.
no matter how many pets will walk in and out in my life after this u will always be my best ones. bcos first love will never forgotten as da first cut is da deepest :(
through dis years,
thanks for lending me ur ears,
thanks fo keeping my secrets,
thanks for dealing wif all my craps,
thanks for teman me stay up studying every nite,
thanks for always been there,
thanks for everything.
u might be just an ordinary cat,
but having u around these past few years
is one of the Big thing in mylife *honest
people always say your fav pet will resembler your true love
if dats true, i hope there is someone out there who resembles you

ILYSM BOBO, RIP

happy 28th anniversary

Its Mak n Ayah's anniversary! we dine-in at Famous Thai Restaurant
Me n kak leya bought them an exclusive edition of Broery Marantika. ayah n mak have been married for 28 years now and still counting. Tomorrow they will fly to Canada for a week.

fo my beloved parents, Mak u're my everything and Ayah, someday i may found my prince charming but u daddy will always be my king:)
love,sabya

rewind rewind

being 18 is the most craggy phase in my lyfe. its full of ups n down, thick n thins. seriously i've never expect that life would be so hard. compared to high school days when u just have to woke every morning, dpt duit then pegi skola blk skola, pegi tusyen blk tusyen pastu mlm tdo, and the routine goes same fo da past fuggin years.
at dat time when it comes to skool is curse curse curse. but by the time habis form 5 sume was lyke rindula rindula.


well dis past 2 years brings lotsa awesome memories but to write it down putusla tgn saya. and hey is 2008 aite! so lets moved on.. maybe i just wanna update few things that i'd been up to after i finish my lasttt stpm paper. so holss here i come!





1)LANGKAWI: less than 24 hours afta da exam over, me n da whole family fly to langkawi for LIMA 2007. been there for 3 days 3 night.ayah in charge of da event so we all menyebok jela ikot n da best part is we got vip access. actually no excitement pon sbb last july pon br cruise trip to langkawi. vacation at da same place twice a year its so fuggin boredem! well dis time nothing much.. we go to da beach, we bought lotsa chocolates, ayah got driver to drove us here n there, discovering local foods, sultans and pilots was lyke everywhere, yet nothing impressed until......


i met him :)


2)suppose to go for the form 6 farewell party. got da card already, mula2 mmg nk pegi but we ended up lepak at mamak B. me, atik, and hasrul. konon-kononnya we bincang la psl penang trip pastu hmpphh


3)family day trip to Lost World City of Tambun. its lyke a vacation among kekazens.
rate: sgt x best. from start till end.



4)ayah got conference in melaka so me n si gemok diajak ikot. ayah got meeting for da whole day so me n si gemok jln2 cari mkn la sepanjang hari. swimming, makan, tgk tv, tido pastu rotate blk. well i gave 7 star for da hotel suite. mengagumkan

5)raya haji. we raya kat rumah subang je... ptg raya tu me drive to pak zul's place accompanied by si gemok. pak zul n aunty misah g bangkok, anak diorg raya sendiri so me temankanla... n we ended up tdo sane. mlm raya tu kitorg g jusco which is just down da street from their house. da next day tu kak num drove us to alamanda bcos me nk cr baju utk reunion party nnt.



6)reunion party smktpg @ impiana hotel,morib. i went to boarding skool mase lower 6. thou we all know each otha for few months shj da strong bond of friendship keep us close until today. seriously im fuggin in love with my girlfriends here zaza,bayu,sara,ain,donut.
and beberapa boyfrens jgk especially adib my punching bag. too bad la we sbok karaoke x sempat nk amik gmbar. dat nite me sleepover at zaza's place

helmi sat next to me and starts complaining
ish berapa senduk ajinomoto die campak kat tom yam ni,
hanyir dowh daging ni,
da lunyai je sayur ni aku tgk,
ee sabya air ape nih... putus selera aku

omg i was damn pissed off. me bkn putus selera lg tp da nk tercabut nyawa duk sebelah die.. luckily he was da MC so i dont have to deal wif him all da time




sabya dan bayu


kabur! haha nasiblah



7)christmas party @ pravi's place. went wif atika. goms and kaven was there too. my first time meeting goms twin. omg sama gile! hard to recognise. we mkn aym msk merah, nasi apetah, mutton, salad... sedap jgk la.. atik siap nk tapau lg.
too bad la xde pix sbb lumix br kene curi. yes our cam kena curi! yg menyakitkan hati lg dat fugly slut curi my GUESS watch jgk! i almost bg penampar to dat bitch tp disebbkn saya masih waras plus it involved family ties saya sabarkan. yes its KAZEN punya keje. i mean x-kazen. in fact i told my mom, if dat fugly slut dtg our house again n i lose my temper inpurposely im sorry in advance.

8)Goodbye 2007. Hello 2008! me celebrate new yr wif emy n damia. we went to da curve new yr eve celebration. on da way there we sang a burfday song to ami bcos its her burfday 31 dec! ami park her car lyke jauh gile bcos parking full. we arrived there lyke 5 minutes b4 12 so we jln cepat2 tkt x sempat tgk fireworks. and yarh we made it! b4 blk we singgah McD 15, fo makan-makan time and borak2. almost 3am we blk

9)unlike december, my january was lyke a bit slow n boring. went fo job hunting wif hasrul to kl. bump into kak farha, abg imri's wife at de monorel station. hasrul was lyke buat2 x kenal me.. dlm monorel pon i xtau die duk mane.. i dunno kak farha realise or not we're actually berdua mase tu.. well me x kesah. name pon FRIENDS. kalo bf maybe i crimsoned jgk la.. so we went to da grand millenium hotel.. supposely came fo interview but kne reject awal2 bcos hasrul yg bijak pandai sgt tu pegi ckp yg kt nk keje 2/3 bln je. mentah2 la hr manager tu tolak. tp die bg kt keje banquet
rm5/hour... me xnk la da dtg jauh2 nk jd waiter je, baik xyah. b4 blk sbg we jln2 to pavilion n pusing2 bb, well nothing much. sampai subang, has amik keta die we pick up pravi n g pyramid. job hunting kat sane plak. i met tara there. die keje fridays. we ended up dpt keje kat nandos. hasrul keje sehari. i keje 3 hari. pravi xdtg melapor diri lgsg. why? dont ask!

10)one called away, i fetch emy n we attend party @ pija's place. pija study kat NZ so everytime summer break kalo blk msia mesti die host a party. ok la.. tp bdk S.U x rame sgt dtg. sbb mase tu bkn cuti sem. pija's crib got a big swimming pool so me n emy bwk our mee curry bowl sambil bersantai tepi pool. we borak2 pjg, took pix wif mereka2 then we blk. me exchanged ngan izad, dia anta emy, i anta mai

11)start working @ 1901. and resign a month later due to unsatisfaction in terms of salary

12)kak yati's wedding. i donno why when it comes to our families wed mesti tegang. mls cerita sakit hati.

13)cant waaaaaaaaaiiiiiiittt for next month! all my darlings will be back fo semester break :) we have lotsa thing to catch up babe

currently

currently im waiting fo my upu result which will be released somewhere in june. my first choice is law, followed by event, hotel and mass-comm. xtaula yg mane satu sangkut. tawakal hu allallah sahaja la


roughly fyi i took stpm last year due to my tak berapa bagus spm result and my kesilapan mengisi borang upu 2 years ago. so i completed stpm fo 1 n a half years. got my result lyke 2 weeks ago. honestly not very happy with the result because i work so hard and having dat kind of result in return is quite dissapointing la tp apapun i shud not take things for granted so syukur alhamdulillah. me xkn amik pusing ape yg org ckp lg, fo me im da one who seat fo the test so saya yg paling jelas how hard it is. honestly stpm sgt susah,no joke ok! ape yg we baca dlm teks book, sume x kuar. soalan sume pelik. some of the esei questions was lyke pelancongan kesihatan, sastera moden, biotek, konsep jihad and da hardest part is we have to wrote the essays not less than 800 words. can u imagine how am i supposed to write about kebaikan nuklear? i tink they shudnt named it as STPM it supposed to be TOOTBE instead which stands for think out of the box exam. so sape yg nk amik stp ni lebey baik pk dua ribu juta tiga ratus poin enam lapan kali. but for me i've neva regret of taking stp, my result mungkin xdela 5A mcm org lain tp can do la utk msk U. jadik ga pernah ada rasa menyesal dalam mengambil langkah ini. 2 yrs ago i can simply entering any college dat i lyke but i took stp instead bcos using parents money to succed is soooo not me.

saya sabya

basically i dont have any idea why im blogging, in fact i've never wrote a diary before. so barely remind u i have a very bad writting skills.
well here comes the lamest part, introduction.

name sabya ismail
turning 20 dis year
a proud subang jaya-ian
food lover
obviously single
anak emak
i love my life and every single people who play roles in it :)

sabyastory is just all about me. you might find it as a bucket full of shitloads but still here is where i'll share my thoughts, personal life and perhaps love. hopefully people will enjoy reading this as much as i enjoyed writing it.