LOST

I need my study spirit so badly...

*having a period pain since last 3 days, makes me sleep throughout the day

*my brain cant stop functioning thinking of this & that...

*my heart is confused...

*my soul is lost..

*im missing someone, something, somewhat, somewhere, somehow..

*I know i should stop hoping... and sit my lazy ass in front of the study table.

*because i know, i dont deserves to be happy & never would be... So face the fact sabya!!

*Cant wait for 8 May digital diary, think will ask ayah for BERJAYA card, go thru a hols therapy alone and regain my life spirit again. Its almost faded...