I MISS BLOGGING!!!!! Like really. It has been almost 1 YEAR of silence. Its funny how someone who was just a stranger last year can mean so much to you now. And its terrible that someone who was meant so much to you last year can be a stranger to you now. It is amazing what a year can do.
The time constraint and this whole new life not the mention the ups & downs of growing up has made me left this blog unattended.
*Lap sawang
It feels a bit awkward that i left this blog with a very emotional disorder. I was so crushed at that point of time because i came to realize that he doesnt worth the wait. How can i move on when he is all i ever wanted. So it took me few months to actually recover. I quit my job & start up my own label from scratch to proves myself that i can do this. He dumped me but im not dummy.
And a few months after, my life change drastically. From career to personal. I admit that i went out with lotsa guy friends since then. I meet new people from high profile to ordinary ppl.I start being bitchy with all these guys just because i thought they are all the same. But i know something missing. It doesnt matter what car you drive or how much you earn or how pleasant you looks. It doesnt feels good. So i stop seeing anybody.
I focused on my own label & business. Been to Ho Chi Minh few times. I have my own tailor over there. Things are goin well so far alhamdulillah. Slowly but surely. I still pay my own bills & what not. I have my own small office where i worked my ass off to earn living. Alhamdulillah Allah banyak permudahkan urusan saya. in business the beginning is always the hardest but eventually you will get through it. And i think i just pass the critical stage. Things are much easier now.
So i just keep focusing on my new life. I dont know the secret to success but the secret to failed is trying to please everybody. Apply this in my life & it works well :D I slow down my activities.I dah tak keluar lewat malam for ngeteh session , catchup with friends or karaoke. I tinggal dah semua tu .Really i used to be socially retarded and i think its about time to built my ownself & i think i had enough. I just focused on my business & family. I return to Allah for the love given & for how much i have taken it for granted, Subhahanallah.
Until one day, 2 months after my sister wedding...
Allah has sent me this one guy to prove to me that men are not all the same.....Speaking of my last post wish, Someday has come. YES, i have found The One. This time for real. In shaa allah.
Nota kaki : Well folks, i guess thats too much to digest in 1 post. Will blogging later when time have me. heee
