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i am a big fan of

JAMIE OLIVER

if someone ask me, what is your dream guy will looks like? i definetly will answered JAMIE OLIVER. One reason, we are both passionate when it comes to food.
I am not a great chef like him, but i always believe that cooking is what i am passionate of. I will not take this as a career, but i am devoted into it

Since small i envy my friends because everyone seems to have talent in their particular fields, in terms of arts, music, sports, education or whatsoever. And me... im not doing good in anything, i felt useless towards myself. Until one day, when i was 11, i burned my kitchen. Aint joke. Starting from there i discovered that im good in cooking. In fact very very good. I rarely self appraisal myself in fact NEVER.

It is a big treasure when i looked back and i found out that i had never failed in the kitchen. My first shot in every recipes turns out the exact taste as it supposed to be. By just looking at the recipes, i can cook briyani, kerutup , opor and all the complicated dishes at my very early age. i also discovered that i have this talent that i can straight away guess the ingredients once i tastes the dishes. Not particularly the exact list but basically i will get the rough ideas. So far i have cooked for so many people, the good news is i always get positive feedback/compliment and the bad news is they dont believe that im the cooks!

Back to Jamie O, whenever i see him in action, i felt his spirit the same way as i am when i am cooking. A feeling that words cant described. A feeling that a balance of taste can put a smile on your family and friends which create the best feeling ever.
Somehow please take note that i cant BAKE!

*jamie O reminds me of zerol. a very baik hati guy who also passionate bout food. Last heard from him, i was told that he was taking HotCat, majoring in culinary. this is what he wanna do since we was small. I hope he is doing fine over there. small voices telling me that he will be a great chef one day. And if it does happen, i hope he never forgets me, the first girl who was forced to tastes his masakan and have to mention, he is the first guy who cooks for me!

imysm zerol :) keep safe

Last night

nani slepover at my house yesterday. Yeah!!! Nani in da house!!
Nani = turnado+earthquake+clown+marshmallow+horny porny
she rock my world last nite :)


we go to pyramid last nite. and seyesly it was a very long and tiring nite.
we go thru a minor accident at da basement. i was dayamn fuggin shocked at dat time and could not move until a group of guy came closer and one of them offered to move the car at a safer place. we are searching for water at da parking lot but there was none so all we have is the brylcream gel. i need to wipe da scratch to see how bad the scratch are. Its quite bad and scratch at both side make it worsen even polish does not help. i planned to tell mom once we got home but then i cant stop thinking bout the car, so i called her straight away and thank god mum is okay with it as long as nobody hurt. wait for ayah reaction after he came back from switzerland nxt week *grrr



after dat dramatic accident we proceed inside the pyramid to the movie. The main reason why we are there last nite. we bought 2 midnight ticket for Quarantine. The show will started at 11.20pm. And will only finished around 1.00 am sumting. That means i dont have to see the same faces again, the audience of our embarassing event just now. SMART ME. we go shop then having dinner at Bidara. After dinner, proceed to movie. JENG JENG JENG. Quarantine! the best movie crowd i have ever been with. we screamed, we shivering, we sweat, we sigh, we EVERYTHING! its just an awesome feeling. its 1.30am and we are rushing to get a hell out from the pyramid because everythin seems soo cold & creepy... geessshhh


FAREWELL. sending nani to klia just now. she is going back to her hometown, Labuan. See u next sem Hun!

feels like home

went to ikea today wif si gemok and Aizi.
tonight date wif nani pulek!

A1GP

Ireland won the feature race from first place on the grid after 33 laps of racing. They now took over the championship lead from Malaysia with 43 points. Second place went to Team Portugal and Team USA claimed third place.

It was hertbreaking for Fairuz Fauzy, Team Malaysia and the local fans when a miscommunication claimed 3rd place from them. Fairuz went into the pit thinking that he needs a pitstop. But to his horror, none of the mechanics are ready for him. He went out from the pit without any chances made to his car and lost a lap from the leader.

During the press conference, Fairuz said, “I heard ‘box, box’ in my radio. When I ask for confirmation, there’s none. After a while I heard the confirmation. That’s why I came in.”

However, Fairuz did a magnificent job in the final stages of the race and claimed 10th placing for a point in the championship. Team Malaysia are now 5th in the championship with a total of 29 points. Somehow congrats to fairuz because i think he has doing he's very best for malaysia

i forgot to snap the pix of the line up food in the vip suite. sedap sampai lupa. till then digital diary

fresh start

i did something crazy just now
it is just sooo hilarious.. OMG
cant believe im actually doing that! *slap my own face. HAHA
this is the consequences of the fuggin boredom to death
who cares, im proud of it anyways... geesshh
from now on i will make my life more unexpectable and spontaneous
more unexpected events and drama will occurs soon
i wanna get a hell out from my rainy days. im tired enuff . TITIK
so people no matter how bad life is treating u, lets just rawk it hard!!
life is short, so live it to the fullest yaw
life is not just about how u ended up but most importantly how you make the journey worthwhile :)

tutup buku lama, buka buku baru

current mood : horny ;p
please to meet the new sabya, digital diary

thanks to you

why are you lying to yourself and others
you think pretending fine in front of us
hiding your pain, will make us feel better?
instead of looking at your forced smile
i'd rather crying with you...

kemarahan dia menyedarkan saya dari kebodohan yang cukup lama digital diary

luka

TODAY....

1. tolong my room8, fiza angkat brg ke ruma kakak die
2. settlekn clearance kolej, prosedur penyerahan kunci
3. last day makan subsidi kat cafe dan akan merindui abg2 kantin *purhleasee sabya
4. pegi ikea ngan nani, fiza, & jiji.
5. buying lotsa meatballs n currypuff
6. suddenly mum kol "xblk lg ke??? busu nk pinjm naza nk g langkawi ni. CEPAT BLK!!"
7. Aduih tension aku, smlm kate nk guna naza mlm nnt, alih2 nk ptg ni jgk
8. Rushing back home at 6pm, jammed bump to bump xyah cite la. almost 2 hours okay! ikea to subang. cn u believed dat??? baik aku blk muo.
9. Nani nak ngorat dato' K sebelah. esok dia akn memulakan misinya. dia juga spt biasa berbonda-bonda n ayahnda ngan parents aku. n she did called me dinda most of da time. mak layankan je budak labuan yg pelik ni
10.Ifan ikut diorang g langkawi, saya kebosanan...
11. sending back fiza, nani n jiji to kolej
12. Me n mom having dinner at kedai kopi
13. balik rumah kepala pusing 180 degree.

the other day, after came back from wathcing james bond Quantum of Solace, around 1am sumting me n norin, went to mcd ss2. n noe wut? we saw a girl or particularly "penkid" got scratch on her hand stated "LOVE SUCKS" we taught it was something dat is written. When i look closer, godammit its a real scratch fo god sake. Die toreh tgn die! its really looks lyke a very deep wound. its not a fresh scratch, itu parut lame but still looks clear and readable. I was wondering, it must be soo painfulll... god bless her.

love hurts digital diary*

selamat tinggal

Kolej melati 3B-04-10

banyak kenangan...

saya rindu norin

This is how i used to be soooo closed with norin. I terribly miss her:(( She is my first and bestest friend here and now.........
BTW Do not misunderstand,she did not punch me

instead she gave me sumting recently. after we had a very dramatic telenovela
things will not be the same after this...

friend..ship

things will not be the same after this

i miss my digital diary :)))))

frankly speaking, dunno where to start.
this week is like a rollercoster, fast, thrilling, & full of emotion

i just finished my last paper 2 hours ago, so personally still not stable physically nor mentally
to summarize, i dont know how many gelen of coffee i took this week to stay awake.
*last minute study

Semester break here i come!!
im looking forward to meet so many people, as well as a few whom i dont want to! jelas

current mood : fugginly exhausted

till then digital diary*

sang hitam

sang hitam langit di angkasa

yang mendung memurungkan bumi

takutku ke masa yang lalu

menorehkan luka dalam hati

Di tepi kerinduanku,

Memandang hampa pada dunia,

Ku hanya orang biasa,

Tak lepas dari rasa kecewa...

Hanya padaMu,

Tempat ku mengadu,

Pahit yang kini menyiksaku...

Aku percaya,

Tiada yang sia-sia,

Semua kan ada Hikmahnya...

3 more papers to go sabya. work hard!
digital diary proceed studying

leka

*my emotion drained physically & mentally.
*paper economics in 2 days, & im doing nothing
*i bought more expression tshirt nowadays
*went to pyramid with fiza, zil & jiji yesterday
*i felt like punching someone twice rite now, owh no make triple. unfaithful, mean, fraud
*tired, useless, hopeless
*red box jom? i need karaoke therapy
*shut up, all you have to do rite now is sit quietely on ur desk & study!


dont cry digital diary

tragedi oktober

the first paper is over, looking forward fo da second paper, economics. know wut happen during the test? my hp ringing. da la dlm dewan besar bagai tu kan,org sume dok pandang je, da la ko duduk kat blakg skali kan.. so buat la catwalk ke depan nk gi silent hp. tu bole bla lg la, ble time nk ddk blk, catwalk ke blkg plak, fuih.... macam2 muka dan ekspresi dpt kulihat. blushing tahap gaban la, apelg!

gap between first n second paper ni almost a week, so i cabut blk subang. konon nk study kat ruma, hakikatnya kat ruma haram x buka buku! aritu g xm bwk saga br ayah, first time bwk psl keta ni br sampai 3 ari yg lepas. da la lmbt, keta tu lg nk melambatkan aku. boley x signal die belah kiri, light belah knn. signal kiri knn pon vise versa. mau x serabut kepala otak aku, facts kemana dan2 tu la nk kne study peel keta br ni. tah engineer mane yg design pon xtau la. sooo inconvenient okay!

drama arituh da tersebar luas, bile ingat2 blk, bodohnya sabya! bkn kne tipu bulat2 lg tp da lonjong2 ni... bkn skali tp da byk kali, wif da same person, fo god sake! tp ko je yg x sedar2 kn sab, atau ko sengaja xnk sedar...*sigh
untuk kamu,lepas ni, u bole kuar ngan brape byk pompuan yg u nk, u bole tdo ngan brape ramai pompuan yg u suke, i dont give a damn, just get a hell out of my life!
u noe wut, what goes around comes around. u still have mom, sisters, daughter in a future, who knows...tuhan maha kaya, jadi AWAS
*maaf saya dah xde kesabaran. i dont want to hear from u again. Ever, HABIS

cuti ni, tbe2 teringat kat si garang. lepas kejadian i turned him down tu... langsung die x trn2 pdg kawad. diorg kate si garang xnk trn sbb kalo die trn pdg kawad, die kne tengking2 aku... alarrr mcm sume komanden kesatria buat, atas semangat waja die komanden xbole bercinta ngan pelatih, die pon ambil keputusan letak jwtn. tah la, xkan sampai camtu skali??
last time nmpk die pon mase event fac aritu, me tlg secreteriat bhgn registration. my job pakaikn reben kat guest, he was there staring i tgh buat keje.and the best part is die xnk daftar. cos he noe dat he hv to confront me, n i kne pakaikn die reben. HELLO! was't i ke who suppose to be embarresed in dis situation. so akibat kesian ngan si garang yg sgt ego tu i pon mintak diri tlg f&b pulak. kesian jgk, nnt kalo die x daftar xdpt kupon mkn n lucky draw sume. kan kerugian itu. lepas i bla tu, i tink die daftar lah kot. pastu me da extremely bz n he's just lost in crowd. lepas ni da xdpt jumpa die si garang lg. dis is his last sem. xm week ni pon schedule bkn same. somehow i wish him a very full of luck in life & please smile more often boley x :)
itula serba sedikit cerita cinta complicated xmenjadi komanden dgn pelatih

good night digital diary *dozing

momen indah

its been a very looooong time.
Im back :)
its study week so life has been hecticly bz
random pix that happens this past 2 months.
have fun!

I MISS US. *sungguh



kenangan ramadhan tahun ini TERLALU BANYAK. namun bukan semua mampu difoto.
Buka puasa di rumah Prof Aida



raya with my beautiful girls. emy & ely



Raya Open House : Its so funny when i looked back, i dont even have a single picture with my friends. i felt very tired,hopeless,stupid,bulshit (please put all the curse word here) today. What happen next day? ask my lecturer






18/10/08 Jom Gempaq! : My very own first event! yes i will be managing event for the rest of my life. So what? its FUN!




20/10/08 Happy 20th sabya! thanks for all the wish, pray, gifts, suprises!!. thanks bangat. i felt very blessed :)




celebrating the last paper of common test. Final coming soon!! thanks to cik azzah :)

Purhleaseeeee

This is my second year fasting without family. Although i took the same sahur menu everyday which is roti+homemade sambal goreng or serunding and very typical canteen food during breaking fast, i think im doing ok. Thanks to my beautiful friends here :)

Scenario in fac,unfortunately still the bloody same. Due to dat bloody guy who bloody gave up, to the bloody situation that he had bloody started, which now bloody worsen, and all he does just bloody chickening behind the bloody closet. Thanks to you bloody boy, kurang pahala puasa aku hari ni

selamat datang ramadhan

Dalam salah satu riwayat disebutkan bahwa saat Ramadhan tiba, Nabi SAW berdoa: “Ya Allah, selamatkan Saya untuk Ramadhan dan selamatkan Ramadhan untukku dan selamatkan dia sebagai amal yang diterima untukku.” (HR Ath-Thabrani dan Ad-Dailami)

Mari kita sambut Ramadhan dengan suka cita karena ia merupakan tamu agung yang senantiasa dinanti-nantikan umat Islam diseluruh dunia. Jangan lewatkan Ramadhan yang mubarak ini lewat begitu saja tanpa menambah amal dan tabungan kebaikan kita. Jadikan Ramadhan sebagai investasi kebaikan kita. Isilah dengan berbagai amal sholeh seperti tilawah Qur’an, tarawih, sedekah, sholat-sholat sunnah, dzikir, do’a, dan i’tikaf. Tentu saja dengan tidak meninggalkan amalan wajib puasa (shaum) dan sholat 5 waktu.

Dalam satu riwayat disebutkan bahwa selama di bulan Ramadhan ini, amal sunnah dinilai sebagai wajib, dan amal wajib diberikan ganjaran 70 kali lipat. Makanya wajar jika para sahabat ketika ditinggalkan Ramadhan menangis tersedu-sedu karena ditinggalkan oleh bulan yang penuh kebaikan. Bahkan Rasulullah pernah bersabda jika ummatku tahu akan kebaikan-kebaikan Ramadhan niscaya ia menginginkan agar seluruh bulan ini dijadikan sebagai bulan Ramadhan semua.

you are nobody until you are talked about. i'd rather be nobody!

hari ni merdeka night. tapi saya malas nk cerita sebab saya tidak menyambutnya. well i supposed to celebrate it in uitm but i purposely refused not to go at the very peak of time. macam2 benda berlaku minggu ni. saya terserempak ngn caca, saya beli hp baru SE S500, saya jumpa anuar zain, saya jadi saksi skandal meloyakan antara #@^* dan pakcik teksi uitm, saya baru tau ank TNC pon amik event & selama ni die merahsiakan identitinya, saya dapat highest utk event :), dan bermacam lagi. Tapi dalam pada masa yg sama byk perkara pelik yg berlaku. Antaranya. jurulatih kesatria tiba2 kenal saya, presiden MPP Fac tbe2 tau name saya, semua senior pandg saya mcmla saya pakai terompah kat kepala, komander pompuan mula attack saya mcmla saya rampas laki mereka, saya sangat bingung!! WHY ON EARTH SUDDENLY THE BLOODY DAMN SPOTLIGHT IS FOCUSING ON ME! somehow saya suda dapat detect puncanya.


kepada Si Dia, saya tau situasi ini sangat rumit, kalau awak rasa susah, betapa lagi ia menyusahkan saya! menghendap dari jauh bukanlah jalannya, melarikan diri bukan penyelesaiannya, semua orang sedang mengata, saya minta tolong habiskan apa yg awak mula, sebab saya junior awk senior

sakit hati

Nak handphone baru!!

cuti da habis.
saya cuma sempat jumpa atik,pravi,dan emy

pengumuman: Syed Adit suda ada gf baru, namanya Arum Indrani.
Menjaga hati semua pihak, tolong hentikan gosip antara kami TITIK

happy 12th birthday spoiled fatso!

today is si gemok's burfday. he insisted to have a day out with his two bestfriend, hafiz & nazrul. So we went to Times Square. i have a light window shopping with mum while these 3 folks enjoying themselves with all expenses supported by my ayah. to list down

1) cosmoworld entry fee : rm96
2)lunch : rm30
3)imax : rm 24
4)bowling : rm25
5)pocket money : rm75
6)birthday dinner : rm198
7)cake : rm33

HOLLY CRAP!! ROTTENLY SPOIL BRAT!

hols

Holiday!!! wee!!! tp 1 week je... xbesh langsung
afta hols got econs,business, & event test!
omg tensi tensi
cuti ni kne jumpa dentist, settlekn bank, buat passport, etc
somehow i'll try my very best to curi masa jumpa my loved ones ok!
everyone who near & dear to me. effin missing

8.8.08

went to my neighbour weds just now. the nikah ceremony is done right at the centre on top of the swimming pool! (sangat indah) Choosing olive green n pure white as the theme colour of their night garden wedding, everything look so fuggin beautiful suits well with the date itself 8.8.08

uitm

29/6/08 - 6/7/08 : Orientation Week

7/7/08 : First day as an UITM students

2/8/08 : imetsomeonewegotoikeaeatmeatballhethenboughtmeavery
longcrocsbearwhichinameditasburatstandsforbuayadarat

Bachelor of Event Management (Hons) and am enjoying every single seconds of it. i make frens wif lotsa great new friends here, a very LOUD classmates, super duper hot lecturers and yarh did i mention EVENT MANAGEMENT is the coolest subject on earth! Exhibition, Celebrity Weddings, Sports Games, Rock Concert is where our classroom are!

Colmar Tropical

22nd-25th June 08, ana, caca, ely, syeera n sabya went to colmar tropical for a very stressing vacation. i sincerely wanna seek their apology fo organising such a weird trip. Starting from pakcik van yg gle kerek, shuttle bus janji melayu, maggi roti hotdog, kucing hutan mati and the list goes on. We're soo fuggin pissed off, somehow when we looked back there is still sumting good to talk about here n there. in fact how many of us hv weared kimono before anyways? so girls, thanks fo the experience (:

. Here are some of the pictures taken. Next destination girls? Genting? Redang Who knows?

22 June 08-