i am a big fan of

JAMIE OLIVER

if someone ask me, what is your dream guy will looks like? i definetly will answered JAMIE OLIVER. One reason, we are both passionate when it comes to food.
I am not a great chef like him, but i always believe that cooking is what i am passionate of. I will not take this as a career, but i am devoted into it

Since small i envy my friends because everyone seems to have talent in their particular fields, in terms of arts, music, sports, education or whatsoever. And me... im not doing good in anything, i felt useless towards myself. Until one day, when i was 11, i burned my kitchen. Aint joke. Starting from there i discovered that im good in cooking. In fact very very good. I rarely self appraisal myself in fact NEVER.

It is a big treasure when i looked back and i found out that i had never failed in the kitchen. My first shot in every recipes turns out the exact taste as it supposed to be. By just looking at the recipes, i can cook briyani, kerutup , opor and all the complicated dishes at my very early age. i also discovered that i have this talent that i can straight away guess the ingredients once i tastes the dishes. Not particularly the exact list but basically i will get the rough ideas. So far i have cooked for so many people, the good news is i always get positive feedback/compliment and the bad news is they dont believe that im the cooks!

Back to Jamie O, whenever i see him in action, i felt his spirit the same way as i am when i am cooking. A feeling that words cant described. A feeling that a balance of taste can put a smile on your family and friends which create the best feeling ever.
Somehow please take note that i cant BAKE!

*jamie O reminds me of zerol. a very baik hati guy who also passionate bout food. Last heard from him, i was told that he was taking HotCat, majoring in culinary. this is what he wanna do since we was small. I hope he is doing fine over there. small voices telling me that he will be a great chef one day. And if it does happen, i hope he never forgets me, the first girl who was forced to tastes his masakan and have to mention, he is the first guy who cooks for me!

imysm zerol :) keep safe

Last night

nani slepover at my house yesterday. Yeah!!! Nani in da house!!
Nani = turnado+earthquake+clown+marshmallow+horny porny
she rock my world last nite :)


we go to pyramid last nite. and seyesly it was a very long and tiring nite.
we go thru a minor accident at da basement. i was dayamn fuggin shocked at dat time and could not move until a group of guy came closer and one of them offered to move the car at a safer place. we are searching for water at da parking lot but there was none so all we have is the brylcream gel. i need to wipe da scratch to see how bad the scratch are. Its quite bad and scratch at both side make it worsen even polish does not help. i planned to tell mom once we got home but then i cant stop thinking bout the car, so i called her straight away and thank god mum is okay with it as long as nobody hurt. wait for ayah reaction after he came back from switzerland nxt week *grrr



after dat dramatic accident we proceed inside the pyramid to the movie. The main reason why we are there last nite. we bought 2 midnight ticket for Quarantine. The show will started at 11.20pm. And will only finished around 1.00 am sumting. That means i dont have to see the same faces again, the audience of our embarassing event just now. SMART ME. we go shop then having dinner at Bidara. After dinner, proceed to movie. JENG JENG JENG. Quarantine! the best movie crowd i have ever been with. we screamed, we shivering, we sweat, we sigh, we EVERYTHING! its just an awesome feeling. its 1.30am and we are rushing to get a hell out from the pyramid because everythin seems soo cold & creepy... geessshhh


FAREWELL. sending nani to klia just now. she is going back to her hometown, Labuan. See u next sem Hun!

feels like home

went to ikea today wif si gemok and Aizi.
tonight date wif nani pulek!

A1GP

Ireland won the feature race from first place on the grid after 33 laps of racing. They now took over the championship lead from Malaysia with 43 points. Second place went to Team Portugal and Team USA claimed third place.

It was hertbreaking for Fairuz Fauzy, Team Malaysia and the local fans when a miscommunication claimed 3rd place from them. Fairuz went into the pit thinking that he needs a pitstop. But to his horror, none of the mechanics are ready for him. He went out from the pit without any chances made to his car and lost a lap from the leader.

During the press conference, Fairuz said, “I heard ‘box, box’ in my radio. When I ask for confirmation, there’s none. After a while I heard the confirmation. That’s why I came in.”

However, Fairuz did a magnificent job in the final stages of the race and claimed 10th placing for a point in the championship. Team Malaysia are now 5th in the championship with a total of 29 points. Somehow congrats to fairuz because i think he has doing he's very best for malaysia

i forgot to snap the pix of the line up food in the vip suite. sedap sampai lupa. till then digital diary

fresh start

i did something crazy just now
it is just sooo hilarious.. OMG
cant believe im actually doing that! *slap my own face. HAHA
this is the consequences of the fuggin boredom to death
who cares, im proud of it anyways... geesshh
from now on i will make my life more unexpectable and spontaneous
more unexpected events and drama will occurs soon
i wanna get a hell out from my rainy days. im tired enuff . TITIK
so people no matter how bad life is treating u, lets just rawk it hard!!
life is short, so live it to the fullest yaw
life is not just about how u ended up but most importantly how you make the journey worthwhile :)

tutup buku lama, buka buku baru

current mood : horny ;p
please to meet the new sabya, digital diary

thanks to you

why are you lying to yourself and others
you think pretending fine in front of us
hiding your pain, will make us feel better?
instead of looking at your forced smile
i'd rather crying with you...

kemarahan dia menyedarkan saya dari kebodohan yang cukup lama digital diary

luka

TODAY....

1. tolong my room8, fiza angkat brg ke ruma kakak die
2. settlekn clearance kolej, prosedur penyerahan kunci
3. last day makan subsidi kat cafe dan akan merindui abg2 kantin *purhleasee sabya
4. pegi ikea ngan nani, fiza, & jiji.
5. buying lotsa meatballs n currypuff
6. suddenly mum kol "xblk lg ke??? busu nk pinjm naza nk g langkawi ni. CEPAT BLK!!"
7. Aduih tension aku, smlm kate nk guna naza mlm nnt, alih2 nk ptg ni jgk
8. Rushing back home at 6pm, jammed bump to bump xyah cite la. almost 2 hours okay! ikea to subang. cn u believed dat??? baik aku blk muo.
9. Nani nak ngorat dato' K sebelah. esok dia akn memulakan misinya. dia juga spt biasa berbonda-bonda n ayahnda ngan parents aku. n she did called me dinda most of da time. mak layankan je budak labuan yg pelik ni
10.Ifan ikut diorang g langkawi, saya kebosanan...
11. sending back fiza, nani n jiji to kolej
12. Me n mom having dinner at kedai kopi
13. balik rumah kepala pusing 180 degree.

the other day, after came back from wathcing james bond Quantum of Solace, around 1am sumting me n norin, went to mcd ss2. n noe wut? we saw a girl or particularly "penkid" got scratch on her hand stated "LOVE SUCKS" we taught it was something dat is written. When i look closer, godammit its a real scratch fo god sake. Die toreh tgn die! its really looks lyke a very deep wound. its not a fresh scratch, itu parut lame but still looks clear and readable. I was wondering, it must be soo painfulll... god bless her.

love hurts digital diary*

selamat tinggal

Kolej melati 3B-04-10

banyak kenangan...

saya rindu norin

This is how i used to be soooo closed with norin. I terribly miss her:(( She is my first and bestest friend here and now.........
BTW Do not misunderstand,she did not punch me

instead she gave me sumting recently. after we had a very dramatic telenovela
things will not be the same after this...

friend..ship

things will not be the same after this

i miss my digital diary :)))))

frankly speaking, dunno where to start.
this week is like a rollercoster, fast, thrilling, & full of emotion

i just finished my last paper 2 hours ago, so personally still not stable physically nor mentally
to summarize, i dont know how many gelen of coffee i took this week to stay awake.
*last minute study

Semester break here i come!!
im looking forward to meet so many people, as well as a few whom i dont want to! jelas

current mood : fugginly exhausted

till then digital diary*

sang hitam

sang hitam langit di angkasa

yang mendung memurungkan bumi

takutku ke masa yang lalu

menorehkan luka dalam hati

Di tepi kerinduanku,

Memandang hampa pada dunia,

Ku hanya orang biasa,

Tak lepas dari rasa kecewa...

Hanya padaMu,

Tempat ku mengadu,

Pahit yang kini menyiksaku...

Aku percaya,

Tiada yang sia-sia,

Semua kan ada Hikmahnya...

3 more papers to go sabya. work hard!
digital diary proceed studying

leka

*my emotion drained physically & mentally.
*paper economics in 2 days, & im doing nothing
*i bought more expression tshirt nowadays
*went to pyramid with fiza, zil & jiji yesterday
*i felt like punching someone twice rite now, owh no make triple. unfaithful, mean, fraud
*tired, useless, hopeless
*red box jom? i need karaoke therapy
*shut up, all you have to do rite now is sit quietely on ur desk & study!


dont cry digital diary